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2012

2012-01-15T12:48:00.002+08:00

It's a new year alr! CNY is coming real soon.

1 year just passed like that.

Alot of things happened, and I guess I learnt a lot of lessons from them.

Well, it's the new year, hope everything will change for the better.

Be it my attitude towards studies and work or my r/s with others.

If this is really the last year Im living at least I have to give it my best right?

I'll keep tht in mind, so that at least I wont have any regrets about wht I have done this year.

加油加油加油！

_不是我想要的

2011-11-09T23:33:00.002+08:00

就让这一切这样吧。

或许这样对我是好的。

人都是要受到一次一次的伤之后，才会学到教训，才会学乖的吧。

2011-11-07T22:15:00.003+08:00

Awww, their lyrics are just so super meaningful!!!!

Esp this! Love this ttm!

当山峰没有稜角的时候　当河水不再流

当时间停住　日夜不分

当天地万物　化为虚有

我还是不能和你分手　不能和你分手

你的温柔　是我今生最大的守候

当太阳不再上升的时候　地球不再转动

当春夏秋冬　不再变换

当花草树木　全部凋残

我还是不能和你分散　不能和你分散

你的笑容　是我今生最大的眷恋

*让我们红尘作伴　活得潇潇洒洒

策马奔腾　共享人世繁华

对酒当歌　唱出心中喜悦

轰轰烈烈　把握青春年华

Natural Instinct - Self protection

2011-10-15T23:12:00.002+08:00

It's definitely gonna get worse.

Cant let tht happen agn.

I can get over it once, i can get over it agn.

Just stop thinking.

过去就让它过去吧，不想再去想了

2011-10-08T19:35:00.003+08:00

我想要表达的，你永远都不懂。

你想的我永远都无法谅解。

我已经不想再解释了，即使是误会也就这样吧。可能你读了之后，又会理解出你自己的意思。随便吧。

我已经厌倦了。

猜不透你的心，也已经无心在猜了。

只是多么希望那些回忆都只停留在美好，值得回忆的地方就好。

已经放手了

2011-09-19T17:11:00.003+08:00

从头到尾，我根本没有想拉住你的意思。

除了那天晚上。。。

但我失败了。

从你让我意识到，你已经放开我后，我也就已经放开了你。

对你的确是还有感情，因为对你付出的感情，不是说想收，就能立刻收回来的。

不想对你有所隐瞒，所以才选择这么告诉你。

但是我们必须接受我们根本不适合的事实，就如同你所说的，我们都爱错了。

虽然我不知道我以后会不会后悔现在放弃你的这个决定，但我能肯定的是，现在的你和我已经不可能了。

如果你连朋友都不想当的话，希望你能够坦率的告诉我，只要你开口，我不会让你更难过的。

我会自动不在你的视线范围内出现。

请你自己作出你自己的决定，没有人会控制你，也没有人能够左右你的决定。

但是请你清楚的明白，这是你决定的，不管结局如何，是你自己的责任，不要怪任何人。

男子汉敢做敢当，自己做的事情，自己必须负责。

Live by These

2011-09-18T20:54:00.000+08:00

‎1. Dont Procrastinate

2. Live for now

3. Face the fear

4. Break the chain

5. Learn a new language

6. Accept things you cant change

7. Be generous

8 Take a break and have fun

9. Keep a schedule

10. Gett off to a good start

2011-09-16T23:16:00.003+08:00

已经不知道，如何爱你了，看着你，是我唯一的方式。

你就像是我心里的阳光，只能仰望，一碰就会被灼伤。

没有你，哪怕周围再多人，感觉还是一个人。

可是曾经就是曾经，再回忆也是曾经。

风还是一样地吹，花还是一样地开，太阳还是一样地升起，可是有些事情已经变得不一样了。

这个世界很小，我们就这样遇见。这个世界很大，分开就很难再见。

当爱你已成为你的负担，当相爱已是一种痛苦，那么，我选择放弃。放弃你，是因为爱你。因为爱你，所以不愿看见你不快乐；因为爱你，所以不愿看着你强忍内心的挣扎；因为爱你，所以不愿看见你勉强的笑容；因为爱你，所以愿意放了你。

所以说爱情是一部忧伤的童话，惟其遥远与真实。放弃一个爱你的人并不痛苦，放弃一个你爱的人那才痛苦。若有缘时间空间都不是距离，若无缘总相聚也无法合意;凡事不必太在意，更不需去强求，一切随缘。逃避不一定躲得过;面对不一定最难过;孤独不一定不快乐;得到不一定长久;失去不一定不再拥有。

如果喜欢一个人就能和他在一起，简简单单，这个世界该有多美妙

If only

2011-09-16T23:05:00.001+08:00

If only all r/s have such a happy ending....

If only problems could be solved before it's too late.

I want a mp3 player!

2011-09-14T22:46:00.000+08:00

I miss my mp3 ):

But it's dead. Wasted my money. Hais

你说的对

2011-09-12T20:08:00.002+08:00

就像你所说的，

我也已经没有那个资格了。

也不知道自己还在期望着什么。

常常在想，为什么其他人都能够 last, 而我们却不能....

或许问题出在自己身上吧，永远都过不了第四个月。

请直接了当

2011-09-12T19:48:00.002+08:00

如果回我的简讯会让你那么不爽，

你有那么不屑回，

那你大可以直说，

不用让我一个人在这里生闷气。

曾经，觉悟

2011-09-12T06:49:00.001+08:00

曾经梦想要成为当你生气是，

唯一能够让你消气，

控制你的情绪的人。

但是，

最后，

我觉悟了。

我永远都不可能是那个人。

因为我就是你生气的理由。

I Wish The Best For You

2011-09-11T22:13:00.001+08:00

How long can we wait here
To say goodbye?
The words once they're spoken
Are words that we can't take

Back to where we were, before
Things got in the way
Life gets so confusing
When you know what you're losing

You
Me
Why can't we see that there's
More to love than we'll ever know
Sometimes you're closer when you're
Letting go
I wish the best for you

We'll both regret the hurting
That we will do
You'll learn to forget me
And I'll try
I'll try to forget.

If you ever need a place that you can run to
I'll be here

已经没有那个资格了

2011-09-06T22:42:00.001+08:00

I guess we're better off as friends.

Shopping mode

2011-09-02T21:09:00.002+08:00

Pretty max!!!! I super want this dress. Shld I shld I? Plus postage it's only abt 15dollars!!!

Hmmmm

你没事就好了

2011-08-31T21:09:00.005+08:00

现在就应该尽我们学生的本分，把书念好。

想通了，那很好！

要一起努力，一起毕业！

If we're meant to be, we're meant to be.

If we're not meant to be, we're not meant to be.

况且，爱一个人，不一定就是要拥有他啊。

这样我们才能够解脱

2011-08-30T12:09:00.003+08:00

想
若结局一样
又何苦再想
伤
若让人成长
我为什么怕分手的伤

解脱是肯承认这是个错

我不应该还不放手

你有自由走我有自由好好过

解脱是懂擦干泪看以后

找个新方向往前走

这世界辽阔

我总会实现一个梦

心里有一种渴望勇敢的念头

不要爱我的人再担心我

献给你的祝福

2011-08-29T09:24:00.003+08:00

没有我，请你自己保重。

晚上早点睡，吃也吃的健康一点。

恢复到你以前的生活。

做回那帅帅的你。

以后你一定会遇到比我更适合你的女生，一定会的。

Time isnt on our side anymore

2011-08-28T23:46:00.000+08:00

我们都知道错了，但是这都已经太晚了。

Karma

2011-08-28T23:37:00.002+08:00

Right, maybe I shdnt complain so much anymore.

Guess this is karma, for badmouthing so many ppl.

Right, now I know how it feels like, I promise myself I wont make the same mistake agn.

If I do the same, wouldnt I be the same as them?

It's time for a change, a drastic change.

2011-08-28T00:15:00.001+08:00

I will have to revert back to my old life too.

But Im not you, I cant do it tht easily.

You got no idea how much I lost bcos of you.

But it's okay, cos I did it willingly.

2011-08-27T22:51:00.002+08:00

I know for all the people who cared, I shld be strong, get over it.

But it's easier said than done.

It's not like I eat ice cream, eat tom yam cup noodles, spam chocolates, everything will be over.

I'll wake up everyday finding myself feeling the same way.

I laugh at stupid things like it's the funniest joke ever, just for the sake of laughing.

I smile just for the sake of smiling.

I say Im okay, Im alright, just for the sake of saying.

但是为什么大家都只看到你的痛苦。

I dont know wht is going on...

It may be misunderstandings for all I know.

But after all the lies, I cant bring myself to believe in anything anymore.

I dont know how much more lies I can take.....

2011-08-27T20:41:00.002+08:00

好不不习惯被恶梦吓醒时，没有人给我安慰。

没关系，有一天会出现一个更好的人，不用我告诉他，也能自动在我需要的时候，给我拥抱，给我安慰，最重要的他一定能让我放心地相信他，而他会是一个能让我依靠的人。

Horoscope compability

2011-08-27T14:54:00.002+08:00

#ZodiacFacts A #Capricorn, you may find yourself growing impatient at times with a #Pisces wishy-washy dreaminess.

A #Capricorn and #Aquarius are both independent and undemonstrative, but once you make a commitment, you'll both see it through to the end.

#ZodiacFacts A #Capricorn and #Scorpio couple is sensual, but private. Love will be the foundation of your relationship.

When finances aren't an issue between a #Capricorn and #Libra, this could be a mutually beneficial bond relationship.

#ZodiacFacts #Capricorn and #Virgo are equally hard-working and as a couple these two can achieve a lot.

Because a #Capricorn and #Leo both are so persistent, with a little bit of attention, they will identify and respond to one another.

#Cancer brings sensitivity into a #Capricorn’s life and together these two enjoy a fairly traditional style of relationship.

In the relationship a #Gemini's non-linear style may be threatening to#Capricorn's need for order.

#ZodiacFacts A #Capricorn will have a giving and trustworthy relationship with a #Taurus.

#ZodiacFacts While a #Capricorn and #Aries may sense something very valuable in the other, there is also the hint of danger.

Two #Capricorns together could become a rather dry, tedious relationship -- but you're so similarly driven, you may not even notice.

If a #Sagittarius and #Capricorn are able to form a relationship, it will have to be based on appreciating the many differences between you.

Conclusion: Find a Aquarius/Scorpio boyf in the future.

Worth

2011-08-26T23:08:00.002+08:00

Im not worthy of you? Yeah right.

Just you all wait.

I'll prove all of you wrong.

Dont judge me if you dont know me.

Wth do you think you are?

You think you are that good?

Pls, go take a look at yourself in the mirror.

Damn. Life sucks. Reality sucks. Fml.

Life's unfair, super ultra unfair.

I hate how much I care abt wht others think.

I hate it. I hate myself this way.

2011-08-25T22:18:00.003+08:00

How could you say love me when you would go and leave me?

How could you hurt me so bad?

Still my love was not enough, though I've given you my all.

I cant take all these anymore.

In Misery

2011-08-25T22:00:00.002+08:00

I hate how all this is starting agn.

The fantasies, the self delusion, all just to get me through all these.

I had to rely on them, to get over you.

I hate myself like tht.

Why cant i think and feel like how I say it.

A Broken Heart

2011-08-23T23:24:00.001+08:00

No matter how many times a heart breaks, you can never get used to it.

It still hurts.

And it hurts more and more every single time.

I need to find my life without you back

2011-08-21T22:54:00.003+08:00

Shall go out, enjoy and have fun next weekend. Cant exactly continue like this. I dont knw at this point of time who will be willing to go out and play with me as promos are rly nearing... Well, see how ba. Hmmm, Rly shall find a new study spot other then my hse. Find a smart study buddy. (A bit selfish though :/) 正所谓人不位己天诛地灭嘛. Yupyup. Shall stay in school to study on weekdays. Okay. Shall rly stick to this plan from now. Or maybe I can go back to school on weekends too. At least better than staying at home alone and wasting my time away. Yup.

原来从一开始，你就没有给过我完完全全的安全感。
One day I'll wake up and find myself not thinking abt you anymore.

2011-08-16T00:11:00.001+08:00

Old sayings are so true that it's impossible to deny them.
Ppl change like how the climate will change.

Econs Test

2011-07-29T06:40:00.002+08:00

Inflation in definied as an economic situation where there is a sustained increase in the GPL.

Degree of Inflation
- Mild inflation: from 0 to 1%, usually depicts a healthy and desirable economy as it stimulate economic expansion.
- Creeping inflation: from 6 to 7%. Dangerous as it may turn into hyperinflation very easily due to inflationary spiral.
- Hyperinflation (galloping): GPL rises more than 100%. Prices are increasing so fast that money cease to be a medium of exchange or store for value.

Causes of inflation
- Demand-pull Inflation: Happens when AS cannot match up with AD. Ad is increasing so fast that AS cannot match up with it. OR AS is slow to respond to changes in market. AD shifts right (Increasing.) At full employment, demand pull is high, productivity capacity is fully utilised, and produces a maximum output. At the steeper portion of AS, pices will increase more than the rise in output. t respond to the high demand, firms will then increase their prices as they are unable to increase their output.
Similarly, if the unemployment rate is high, there will be a lower threat of demand-pull inflation.

- Cost-push inflation: Caused by rising production costsdue to increasing factor prices, independent of AD. AS shifts up.
4 types of cost-push inflation
- wage-push inflation: wages increase, COP increase. (may be cause by trade unions)
- Import price-push inflation (imprt for sg!): import prices may rise as a result of inflation in other countries or when the currency of the domestic country depreciates. Rising import prices raise domestic prices directly for imported consumer goods or indirectly from imported raw materials.
Profit-push inflation: Happens when firms use their market power to make bigger profits by pushing up prices.
- Tax-push inflation: for indirect taxes. increase tax=increase cost of living.
*Have to specify direct/indirect tax as indirect tax affects AS and direct tax affects AD.
- Inflation due to Exhaustion of natural resources.

Demand-pull inflation is better as it increases real NY. mild demand-pull inflation is (Y). cost-push is bad

Effects of Inflation
Internal Effects
- Loss of confidence in currency: GPL rise, real value of money and income falls. Ppl less willing to hold money.
- Redistribution of income: Inflation have diff effects on fdiff ppl. may benefit some, will be gainers and losers as prices do not rise by the same degree
- Debtors V.S. creditors: debtors gain as the value of their debt have fall. Creditors lose out bcos whne the loans are repaid, the real values have fallen. Infaltion encourages borrowing but discourage lending.
- Fixed income earner V.S. variable income holders: GPL rise=SOL of fixed income lower. Purchasing power decrease due to rising high prices
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PW SUCKS

2011-07-20T22:44:00.003+08:00

Hello? Tht is not only my grade FYI.
it's YOUR grade as well.
Cant you put in more effort.
I dont want to quarrel or have any conflict with you or anything. like srsly.
Can I at least see your effort?
For goodness sake, everyone has tutorials and other work to do.
Not only you.
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i hate pw.
It destroys the image of so many ppl.

If only I didnt move

2011-05-30T22:20:00.002+08:00

Everything is falling in place now.
Except for studies T.T
Happy for Jin ^^ Like finally. Haha.
So now left with emogirl94 khq le. (stuck in there for dont know how many zillion years le T.T)
With my besties being happier, so will I.
Really hope tht our friendship will not change.
Rly hvnt been spending much time with them ):
We're in diff class diff cca and now Im not staying in sengkang anymore ):
Sad ttm. If I was still in sk, things would be diff. At least can go school with qing they all and everything ):
Why do I have to move to such a wulu place with none of them here ):

2011-05-15T20:55:00.001+08:00

因为发现自己离不开你了，

每天都需要见到你。

所以更害怕了。

Zi Lian-ing~!

2011-05-01T13:12:00.002+08:00

I just realise mum's laptop webcam is so fun! Hahahha. Got all the special special things.

So decided to play arnd with it before I strt work. Haha.

I love the panda!

I want to watch Kung Fu Panda 2!!!

Since jc strt, dont really have a life anymore, so many things to do T.T

How I wish we can go school to just study, No need to take tests/exams/A's/O's or anything.

If only tht's possible.

Hais.

Alright, shall end here and go back to face this disgustingly realistic-pragmatic-competitive world

因为我就是有那么喜欢你。

2011-04-25T22:24:00.004+08:00

最喜欢你吃醋的样子，
最喜欢你为了我紧张的样子，
最喜欢你为了不让我误会拼命解释的样子，
最喜欢你不好意思遮着脸的样子，
最喜欢你白痴地语无伦次的样子，
最喜欢你，让我吃了一大桶醋之后，看着我的样子。

其实只要是你的样子我都喜欢。你知道吗？每次看到你的时候我都会不由自主地露出微笑，因为是你。是你让我每天的生活充满笑容。是你让我感到无比的幸福。

因为我就是有那么喜欢你。

2011-04-10T20:43:00.002+08:00

因为有你，什么都变的更加美丽。因为唯独有你，不管发生什么事，都能够把笑容挂在我的脸上。跟你在一起时，会不由自主的一直微笑着。你知道吗？这是只有你有的，超级神奇的能力哦！

March Vacation

2011-03-19T14:35:00.002+08:00

Before we know it, March hols are over.
It's sat alr, my homework is not finish yet.
Im still me uh.
Leaving things to the last :/
Went for steamboat with Qing, Jin , Heather and Yu Rou.
And class outing ystd.
It really feels nice to be on holiday.
How I wish everyday can be like the past 2 days.
JC is awesome without all the stress and everything.
If only school does not have tests and exams.
Nth to be graded.
It will be super ultra awesome.
But sadly, we're living in this realistic competitive world who dont give a damn abt you if you have no degree.
How pathetic.
Humans living in this world just have to live with it.
I just hope tht what we're working for will not be destroyed ny doomsday.
If all tht hard work tht we've put in results in death...
Doesnt tht make all tht we've done redundant and worthless?

因为你

2011-03-17T00:20:00.002+08:00

因为你在我心中占有了重要的位置，

因为你的情绪能够轻易地牵动这我的心情，

你开心，我就会开心

你哭，我的心会不由自主地疼

你面临考试，我会替你紧张。

你的一举一动，对我有多大的影响，你永远都不会知道吧。

因为你对我而言有多么真贵，这么特别，

所以关于你的一切我想要比谁都懂。

A night like this

2011-03-05T20:23:00.002+08:00

On a night like this, it sets me thinking of many things.
Many things..... tht are actually unrealistic.
I guess.. living in such a realisticly disgusting world, I need some unrealistic dadydreams to get by the day.
You got no idea how much I wished all those things will come true.
You got no idea how much those little things you do and say mean so much to mean either.
And how much it hurts for me to see, hear and even say things tht I dont want.

And you, you got no idea how discouraging those words are.
You may not have meant wht you said, but.....
It really hurts.

JC life is really stressed and sad and hurting.
But still there is the fun and happy moments :)
I just wish there are more moments like tht.

Sucks

2011-02-09T23:14:00.001+08:00

This Sucks, I suck.
Me being irritatingly talent-less hates choosing cca.
Cos I cant get into them.
I only have myself to blame for giving up on everything I learnt halfway through.

Alright
Time to slp.
Tmr will be better... Hopefully

IM SEVENTEEN!

2011-01-19T11:10:00.004+08:00

Whooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~!
Im seventeen alr!!!
Haha.
Thks to everyone who wished me! Really appreciate tht. :D

And special special thks to:
Mummy Daddy Grandma Ah Di Qing Jin Abby Jevons Xuan Heather!

Although the surprise wasnt very surprising, but still THANK YOU!
Enjoyed myself a lot! :D
Haha, I didnt expect Abby and Jevons to come though.
Haha.
Thks for making the extra effort to come all the way to my hse.

LOVE YOU ALL! <3>

History pls do not repeat

2011-01-15T18:39:00.002+08:00

Chosen my jc alr.
Nanyang Junior College :)
Hope I get into NY.
Pls dont let history repeat itself.
My O's results alr like tht le, dont let me be disappointed agn.
I know I only got myself to blame.
Well, tht just helped me set my new year resolution.

2011 resolution:
1. Stop thinking Im better than others, in other words, be humble.
2. Learn to listen more
3. Change my attitude for the better
4. Have better self discipline and stop procrastinating for goodness sake
5. Read newspaper
6. Be a better daughter, better sister, better friend, better person.

Irritated

2011-01-05T22:43:00.002+08:00

Im trying hard not to care but I cant.
it determines if they're bastard and bitch putting on a mask or ppl I just wronged.
Maybe Im being too sensitive but I just cant help it.
I want to paint a beautiful picture of them and make the world less scary...
But Im afraid tht Im just in self delusion.
It's freaking irritating.
And I just dont have the courage to ask and find out the truth.
Gosh, why am I such a coward.

2011-01-04T14:57:00.001+08:00

Im still in the shopping mood.
But I guess I shld stop buying dresses alr.
Most of my CNY clothes are dresses.
Now Im think of wht colour to paint my toes...
Hmm, cant make up my mind T.T

New Year Eve

2010-12-31T12:38:00.002+08:00

Im boredddddddddddd
Listening to old songs now.
Songs I used to like years ago.
I got good taste.
Haha.
Going out with family at night to welcome the new year.
No idea where they want to go actually.
Keep changing....
Bought a dress at FEP ystd!
Love tht dress.
Cant wait for CNY to come to wear all my new clothes
Haha.
But still got a lot of things hvnt buy yet.
Going to msia to shop tmr I think.
oh well.

HAPPY NEW YEAR in advance! :D

Act smart

2010-12-28T11:59:00.002+08:00

SO smart you do yourself la?
Everything throw to me.
Forget le cannt is it?
Wth. -.-

My Roomie

2010-12-25T22:35:00.005+08:00

Yay! ^^
Photos of my room.
Will take the rest of the hse soon.
When all the furniture fully comes in. :D
Pretty right? :D
Hahahahaha.
I mean myself. LOL.
No la, my room :D
Look forward to my upcoming photos too!
Haha
Merry Christmas everyone! :D

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2010-12-25T10:48:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

Currently waiting for Qing and Jin to call....
Hurry wake up!!!!
Planning to go picnic + fly kite at Marina Barrage.
Im bored to death at home alr!
Hurry call hurry call!

Confidence-less

2010-12-25T10:45:00.002+08:00

I guess I have a srs lack of confidence, esp when Im with you.
You too power le la T.T
Even my dreams reflect a super lack of confidence in myself.
No idea why either...
自卑感？

New Hse :D

2010-12-24T18:33:00.004+08:00

Finally at my new hse.
Im currently posting this post at my new hse but sadly, from my old com ):
ohwell, hopefully a new laptop will some soon :D
Will take photo of my new hse soon!
My new LED Tv is small but definitely awesome (Y)
Love it ttm.
And all my babies are over at my new hse too!
Did not leave out any of them.
Yay! ^^v
Shall end here now, not too free :/

Finally Holi!

2010-12-22T14:42:00.003+08:00

Im finally feeling the holiday mood! :D
Awesome day ystd.
Had movie with Benetton and Heather.
And ate Wanton Mee for lunch ystd at cine with them and Qing as well :D
We watched Tron Legacy, 3D.
Was boring and kind of complicated at first, I was trying to keep myself awake, then the bhind was quite okay, not tht boring.
I think Im not suited for this kind of sci-fic movie. :/
When we came out, I suddenly heard Jevons's name.
Then I turn back and saw him! :D
It's your honour Jevons to have fate with me.
Hahahahahha.
He super irritating.
Say want find movie ticket for me.
Then he gave me clash of the titans one. -.-
Never tear before but the movie was a zillion years ago de can.

Aft the movie, rushed home to attend cousin's wedding! :D
Cousin was really pretty :)
And the wedding was awesome (Y)
But aft the wedding dinner, we had a difficult time helping my Aunt and Uncle search for their cars.
The carpark was irritatingly big, and they cant seem to rmb where exactly did they parked it.
So yah..
Found it eventually and home sweet home <3 style="text-align: right;">Ystd was an awesome day, finally felt like the holidays.
So I guess this is wht it is called.
Blessing in disguise :)

Thank You

2010-12-20T20:12:00.002+08:00

I apologise for the coarse language I used for the last post.
Was just needing to vent on sth.
I know you care for me, really.
所以，对不起，请原谅我。
谢谢你。
我爱你。
Thks for all your concerns, care and love, everyone who came to ask and console me and everything.
Really appreciate it a lot.
Didnt expect so many ppl to actually care and all.
Touched, really.
For all of you, I wont be emo-ing, cos it dont really suits me.
I've sort it out, no big deal anymore.
So yeah, dont worry :D
Haha.

Last of all, Thank you and
I LOVE YOU!

FML

2010-12-19T19:43:00.002+08:00

Srsly wht's your prob.
It's my situation.
I think it's okay to tell ppl so why cant I.
Is 'face' rly so damn imprt.
Wtf is wrong man.
I want to tell the whole world tht I fcuking lost my job cos Im fired.
So what.
Why cant I.
Wht I throw is my own face and Im willing to throw.
So wth is your prob uh.
I fcuking believed every single shit and lies tht other ppl said.
And tell ppl every single shit in my mind.
So?
Fml.

我的梦幻世界

2010-12-15T20:56:00.002+08:00

感觉超累的，虽然也不是什么辛苦的工作，但因为种种原因就是觉得累。
一边走着，一边想着，
突然巨响的喇叭声把我吓醒了。
回过身一看，只看到一台黄色的跑车。
真的好玄，好酷哦。

“喂！被吓倒了吗？好啦，赶快上车了啦！”

天啊，我没看错吧。。。
你变得也太帅了吧。
带着一副太阳眼镜，梳着现在韩星们最流行的发型，穿这简单整齐的白色衬衫。
衣服简单，却十分帅气。

“哇！你怎么了？车是怎么一回事？”

“亲爱的，赶快上车吧，别愣在那了。”

“你怎么这样来了？”

“很酷吧。我可是特地来接你的，意外吧。以后就可以每天接你上下班咯”

“是在开玩笑吧，就算是真的，也太麻烦了吧。”

“只要是为了你，我的字典里绝对没有麻烦这两个字”

又在痴心妄想了

2010-12-11T23:10:00.005+08:00

看着看着，也想跳进你的怀抱里。
天啊，读了太多小说，看了太多偶像剧，又开始出现遐想了
女生就是女生。。。。
终究还是会情不自禁地丢进自己幻想的世界里。
还有很多时候就像一直呆在里头都不出来了。
我看我就是那种会昏迷很久都一直不肯醒来的人吧。。。
天啊~！
真实的。 ><"

):

2010-12-10T22:02:00.002+08:00

I jsut call and call and type and type everyday.
Kind of tired.
Especially my eyes.
I dont want it to get worse T.T
And srsly, telemarketing is not a good job.
Some ppl would be like you're flooding my inbox, no no no dont send it to me. ._.
Then dont be a member.
If not, they would go like.... no it doesnt make sense to respond blablabla.
Or even better..
"This is regarding..... it is to"
" I dont have time to do it ty bye"

Awesome(Y)
Esp women name Cecilia.
There' sth srsly wrong with tht name.
Women named Cecilia are super evil, no manners and sth wrong up there in their mind.
Im never gonna name my child tht name, ever.

Another super ultra busy weekend.
Sat got to move things to new hse AGAIN.
Then Sunday have to go to Msia to attend cousin's wedding buffet.
Boring ):
Alright shall go pack my stuff to bring to new hse tmr.

New Love

2010-12-07T21:09:00.002+08:00

倪安东 is really a good singer!
All his songs are so nice.
And he got the looks.
Awwww, it's just unfair.
Lol.
Shld go and listen to his songs.
He's srsly super talented (Y)

有的时候就把他当成是理所当然
没有了的，就开始嫉妒其他人，怀念从前
人怎么这么矛盾？
好讨厌
也好讨厌这样的自己。
真是欠打

Bored TTM

2010-12-06T19:46:00.002+08:00

Work everyday on weekdays.
Bored to the max ):
For the sake of money, I'll just have to endure.
At least the environment is not bad :)
Heard tht there's new staff coming in tmr.
Yay! Then Im not the only new one :D
Haha
Tireddddddddddddd
Cos I dont get to enjoy my aftnn naps anymore T.T
How sad.
This is life.

I've confirmed tht Im going to move hse, like stay there on 26 dec.
Mixed feelings.
Excited but at the same time, I cant bear to leave sengkang and all my friends here ):
I'll miss this place, Im sure.
Shall end here.
Will take photos of my new hse aft it is fully furnished :D

First Day Of Work

2010-12-02T22:44:00.002+08:00

First day of work today.
Damn tired.
My feet got killed tdy.
Awesome pair of shoes -.-"
Going to work on the mrt with the working crowd is scary especially when Im this short.
Oh well there's still good things though.
The ppl working with me are generally very nice :)
At least I hvnt seen anyone evil yet.
So I guess, office politics stuff doesnt apply to me.
That's pretty good.
It's not as scary as I thought it would be.
Phew :)
Alright, shall stop here now.
super tired le.
Good Night everyone.

Finally

2010-11-25T19:16:00.002+08:00

Im finally done with my job.
Not an easy process.
Im Glad Im over it now.
The working society is scary.
Oh well.
Hope everything goes well with my admin job.
Anyone wants to teach me how to use MS excel?
Im not really good with it and I need to use it for my job.
So, I srsly need some help as I dont want to get scolding.

.....

2010-11-22T23:36:00.000+08:00

I think Im stupid but what's red camp? :/
Everyone seems to be talking abt it on fb.

Studying is better than working

2010-11-22T16:40:00.002+08:00

Looking for jobs for the past few days.
Srsly not easy to find.
Oh well.
Going for an interview tmr.
Hope it goes well.
Siannnnnnnnnnnn
Want to earn money also so difficult.
Either working hours sucks, or pay too little.
Guess i dont have much choice alr.
So good luck to me tmr.
And the others who're also looking for a job.
Hopefully, if you've got any job intro, can tell me :D

Gosh

2010-11-19T20:15:00.002+08:00

Srsly, you suck
Jealousy srsly kills.
You're such a bitch.
Why have you bcome like that.

Cleaning Up

2010-11-19T15:24:00.008+08:00

Boring day.
Have to clear all my stuff.
Plus pack up cos Im moving.
Anyone got cardboard boxes to spare????
I got no box to put my stuff.
And Im lazy to go to compass to find T.T
Oh well, so here I am being crazy with the webcam and taking a break at the same time.
My nose is going to drop from sneezing with all the dust.

Had loads of fun at prom ystd :D
Will upload the photos soon.
Everyone was soooooooooo pretty ystd.
haha.
last event tgt, will rmb 4 Diligence '10.
And all the times spent at sjc.
Time really flies in sec school.
All the best to everyone aft they graduate!
And hope that we'll all get our ideal results. :D

Manicure.New Hse

2010-11-16T22:57:00.012+08:00

My nails :D Pink and white :D

Me and Qing's nails!!!!!!!
All thks to Xuan :D

WHEE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!
New hse scenery.
Can see a bit of flyer, a bit of sea, a bit of IR :D
Haha.
Windy plus beautiful.
Got a river below too!
Awwwww, so I shld be happy too.
Although it's pathetically small ):
Look at the brighter side! ^^

Over

2010-11-15T22:14:00.003+08:00

O's are over.
but the worst isnt over yet. Results.
Oh well, shall not think abt it first.

My legs are super tired now. ):
Walked the whole day.
But didnt buy anything.

Will upload more photos soon aft Qing has uploaded them :D
Super tired should stop now for tdy.

Whooooooooooooooooo~

2010-11-09T20:02:00.002+08:00

Okay, it's not exactly the end of O's.
But Im alr in holi mood alr.
LOL
We alr kind of planned what we're going to do alr.
Excited!
And my new hse.
Although it's pathetically small, but at least it's new.
And we designed it.
So Im pretty sure it's gonna look awesome :D
And there's the ' house cooling' sleepover!
YAY! ^^
Alright, shall practice a bit on my hcl le.

10 more days

2010-11-03T21:58:00.002+08:00

O's is coming to an end soon!
Woohoooooo~!
I think Im going to go crazy on 12th Nov 2010 0900.
Lol
Slacking down a bit today :/
Since there's 4 days to the next paper.
There seems to be so many things I want to do aft O's.
I definitely need to do sth abt my blog.
I'll probably change the blogskin, change the url.
And definitely the tagboard, it's not flooded by robots or sth.
Well, at least that kept it alive.

Andandand!!!
I want a Digi cam!!!!
Just got the sudden urge to take down every precious memory.
So that I got sth to look at in the future to remind me of these times.
Awwwww, I want a digi cam!!! ):
Oh well,
there's actually quite a number of things that I want to buy.
I dont think i can even earn enough to buy all the things I want.
Gosh....
i should be more thrifty.
And the best thing is, my mp3 died on me and I cant get songs into my phone.
So what if it has 8gb internal memory? -.-
I cant store anything inside.
Stupid.
Evil.
Argh!!!!!!
All the same brand de....
my mp3 and phone.
Crap.
Mp3 not under warranty anymore.
T^T
Should have listened to Qing and bought iPhone the other time.
There's nth I could do anymore.
Save up money bah.
Shall stop here, every candidate taking O's, 加油,加油,加油！ ^^

雨

2010-10-29T20:06:00.003+08:00

因為你傷心，我會心痛，所以心靈相通，立刻就能到你面前來，給你我能給的，你所需要的安慰。
有時候什麼都別說，只要緊緊地擁抱著，感覺到彼此的溫暖，這樣。。。就夠了。
你都不知道你能給的原來有這麼多，對吧？
從來都不知道，現在也不知道，以後也都不會知道。

2010-10-22T07:30:00.000+08:00

Results

2010-09-13T18:45:00.002+08:00

Finally got back prelims' results today.
Well, there were of cos disappointments.
Amaths P1 was a disappointment, judging from how well the others did.
HCL P1 part 2 was a major disappointment, got to be more awake when doing the paper.
Eng was a pleasant surprise, didnt expect myself to do so well. Cos my eng is normally like......
Im satisfied with my physics, I would not say great improvement cos I hvnt reached my target but it is an improvement :)
Chem was OMG.
Got to really buck up/
It's disastrous.
Combined humans.... is still lao yang zi.
Although it's better than SA1, but I doubt I will ever get my A.
Geog improved as well as compared to last year SA2 and this year's SA1.
In conclusion, here's my results:
Eng: A2
Emaths: A1
Amaths; A1
Physics: B3
Chem: C5
SS+Hy: B4
GY: A2
HCL: hvnt got back P2

Not counting HCL and CL, my L1R5 is 13. ):
If I use CL as one best sub, it's 10.
If can minus 4 points, can get into the jc I want alr....
But.. hvnt reached my aim.
below 10!!!!
Have to work harder!
41 more days.
JY everyone! :D

Torturous heels

2010-09-08T21:19:00.001+08:00

If Im short, Im short.
No use wearing so high heels to torture myself right?
Right.
So Im not gonna buy such high heels for my prom to be practical.

Yeah right....
Im gonna end up trying to be tall.

先苦后甜

2010-07-31T23:28:00.001+08:00

经历完所有的苦，
剩下的只有甜。
所以将来一定会更美好的！
加油吧！

Jealousy

2010-07-28T19:28:00.002+08:00

Awwww, jealousy kills.
Really.
Oh well, just hang in there and I will get through it soon.
I know I will.

Sick

2010-07-05T13:22:00.003+08:00

Guess Im down with flu and cough again.
Yay.
Great.
Went to watch eclipse ystd.
Wasnt that bad.
But of cos the book is so much better.
But for ppl who hvnt read the book, the movie's great :D

Im gonna go MIA for quite some time.
I'll post if I have the time or if there's sth I want to vent on or anything.
So I guess my blog will be pretty dead aft O's.
last few months left to chiong le.
Good luck everyone!
Let's pray that all of us will have the will power to persevere to continue studying all the way until O's are over.
:)

Weekends are here!

2010-06-04T21:54:00.002+08:00

It's finally the weekends alr!
And it's finally holidays!
Finished SPA today :D
Then went to Bishan library to study.
It's wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy more productive than the airport study.
Managed to finish quite an amount of maths :D
Tmr got tuition.
oh well....
May be going to fly kite with Hq they all.
Quite long never go out with them le :D

Shall end here for now.

Dead Blog

2010-05-27T23:18:00.002+08:00

My blog's pretty dead alr.
Finally went back to school today.
Last day of school for the semester.
Time really flies.
Half a year is gone like that.
And prelims is coming alr.
Really got to buck up this time.
My sa1's results are disastrous.
Cant get me anywhere at all.
Better do sth about it this holiday.
Chem's SPA on next Friday.
Scary scary.

After Ive recovered.
I really find humans weird.
没有的持我们烦，有的吃我们也烦。
快不得我们叫凡人。
My appetite is ridiculously small now.
I cant even finish one bowl of noodles.
And it's the school size one.
I've wasted like a lot of food the past one week.
Im guilty.
Sorry. :/
Hais.
I think next time I just eat a bit of my friends' one each then wont waste food le :/
ohohoh!
And I realized my blog posts doesnt have dates.
So, I'll probably end of the posts with dates.
So that I'll know when i posted them when I read them.
This blog contains my memories and it's like sort of my diary. ( although I dont exactly write every single thing here. )
But still, yup :D
That's the reason I didnt delete my old blog too.
Few years down the road I'll look back at my old posts and laugh at how immature I was. :)

Good luck to all those taking chinese O's on monday!
要加油哦! :D

Fever sucks

2010-05-21T11:39:00.002+08:00

A bad time for fever ):
Got free movie to watch but now with this sickening fever I dont think I can make it.
Trying very hard to stay awake now.
I think the more I sleep the worse my fever will get.
Now that aft eating the medicine.
Not so feverish le maybe I should not go back to sleep again.
Just in case it gets worse.
Have to keep myself occupied in order to stay awake.
I thought the fever will be gone by today....
but it didnt ):
Im sorry, Jin, Qing.
Ystd say can go now say cannt.

Well, I got back all my results alr.
It's disgusting.
My L1R5 is more than 20 T.T
Crap.
Im dead.
Gosh, this gives me headache.
I shall stop here then.

Serves you right

2010-05-14T19:30:00.003+08:00

Loke Xue Yi!
Look at what you had done.
You only got yourself to blame for not putting in enough effort.
So what's the point of crying over spilled milk?
And you thought that you'll never cry before seeing the results.
Now you understand uh!
You're such an idiot, seriously.
When will you start waking up?
The time is not gonna stop for you.
So can you please get a grip of yourself.
Find a goal and jolly well work towards it.
Im so disappointed in you.
So will everyone else.
Just wait and see how everyone will react upon knowing the results.
And you still want to prove the them that sjc girls can do it too?
With this kind of shit!
Pls la.
It's not possible kay!
All you're giving them is the confirmation that you cant do it.
So much for proving uh.

How I wish there is a machine that will slap me hard and tight enough whenever Im not doing what Im supposed to do.

Dearest,

2010-05-09T00:40:00.001+08:00

Dear Dear Hong Ki，
I love your old hairstyle.
Wont you change it back? ):
That super duper cute blond hair is gone ):

Qing, this is for you.

2010-04-30T21:55:00.004+08:00

This time I have really let go.
And so, I sincerely wish you and him to have a blissful r/s.
It's your first r/s, so I really hope that everything goes well for you.
And that you will enjoy it.
Im pretty sure that you can sense that since he came around or rather since they came around, our friendship is kind of shaken.
And you would try to avoid topics about him in front of me.
But now I can confidently say that you dont need to do that anymore, seriously.
If you got any probs or anything you can just tell me.
Even though I may not be able to help you solve all the probs, but it's always good to share.
A problem shared is a problem halved.
Just know that I'll be there for you always :)
You were the only one who was willing to run the last round of 2.4 with me although you had alr finished that you're like super tired alr.
Just because you want me to pass too.
And that's just one of the many things that you did.
For all the things that you had done, I thank you.
You're a friend that I'll never want to lose ever.
And one day i want to be your bridesmaid at your wedding and you'll be mine too.
I certainly hope that we'll last that long and even longer.
After all that we've been through together Im sure our friendship will be stronger.
Maybe Im the one being a little over sensitive here, but I do hope we can go back to how we used to be.
Where we'll share with each other everything without any restrictions.
Maybe the stress had set me thinking about a lot of things all of a sudden.
And all of a sudden I just decided to let you know how I was feeling.
So no matter what happens, just remember that,
I love you :)

P.S. ( And I dont really know how to tell you face to face or through phone or anything.
So yah, I decided that this was a better way :/ Tell me if you have read this.)

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

2010-04-21T20:26:00.002+08:00

I think my blog will cont to be dead until aft mid year :D
Caravanserai has finally ended.
And we had stepped down from our cca ^^
My appetite had suddenly become like..... big?
Lol.
Im always hungry these few days....
Weird.

If only Hong Ki will help me in my studies...
I'll definitely score well!!!!
Lol.
Okay, enough of my daydreaming.
I shall stop here, get a grip of myself and go cont studying :D

2010-04-11T13:14:00.001+08:00

This is so much worse than I thought.
I wonder when will I reach my limit.

Yeah right

2010-04-08T23:13:00.003+08:00

So much for thinking I can take it cool and be strong about it.
Someone give me a tight slap and splash a bucket of water on me pls.

清明节

2010-03-28T16:20:00.002+08:00

I didnt know the 清明节 is alr here if I didnt go 扫墓 today.
It's the first time Im doing it in Sg and it's diff from how they do it in Msia.
So I went to pay respects to my ancestors.
And when we reached there, it's like super crowded.
And like can smell the burning of the offerings and the ashes are like flying everywhere.
It was quite chaotic but new experience for me.
But apparently my mum didnt allow me to wear shorts. ._.
Like I dont know why.
So in the end, my attire ended being not so appropriate for the occasion.
And the thing Im unhappy with was I saw my relative's daughter wearing like what, FBT.
And my mum forbids me to wear shorts claiming that it's not right.
Bcos it's too short? -.-
Wth?
But well, it was quite interesting to see what do ppl do during 清明.
And I saw the deceased "house" and there was like the date.
And some were like 1819。
I was like WOW.
That time Im probably still rabbit or sth in my past life.
Lol.
So long ago la.

Kay la, I shall stop here.
Gtg bathe and all le :D

我也不知道

2010-03-23T22:43:00.000+08:00

这样到底是在逃避，接受了，还是自己在欺骗自己？

Sunsets

2010-03-21T20:42:00.004+08:00

For some reasons, I prefer sunsets to sunrise.
Perhaps it's bcos of the sunset glow.
It's just beautiful, the colours and everything.
Does that reflect anything about me?

Well, school's starting tmr alr.
Im glad this is the first time I finished all my holiday homework on time.
Im surprised too myself.
Haha.
Some applause and encouragement pls, thank you :D
Shall go revise my ss again le.

加油加油加油！

原来一个人走走也没那么难受

2010-03-20T22:12:00.002+08:00

爱可以不问对错　至少要喜悦感动
如果他总为别人撑伞
你何苦非为他等在雨中
泡咖啡让你暖手　想挡挡你心口里的风
你却想上街走走　吹吹冷风会清醒的多
情人节就要来了　剩自己一个
其实爱对了人　情人节每天都过
挥别错的才能和对的相逢
离开旧爱　像坐慢车　看透彻了心就会是晴朗的

没人能把谁的幸福没收　

YOU JUST FREAKING SPOILT MY WEEKENDS

2010-03-20T17:40:00.003+08:00

WTF okay.
Wth is your problem?
When i sacrifice my tests an exams to go out with you all, for some stupid damn family time.
Did you say anything?
YOU SAID NOTHING AT ALL OKAY.
YOU DIDNT EVEN FREAKING RMB IT.
WHEN I WAKE UP EARLY IN THE MORNING TO REVISE THIS MORNING, DID YOU GIVE A DAMN?
YOU DIDNT.
I ALWAYS SLEPT TILL LIKE 11PLUS BUT TODAY I WAS THE FIRST ONE TO WAKE UP OKAY.
DAMN YOU.
DID YOU EVEN PRAISE ME, ENCOURAGE ME?
YOU DIDNT OKAY.
BUT YOU FREAKING SCOLDED ME WHEN I WATCHED TV JUST BCOS I WANTED TO WATCH THE MUSIC BANK.
AND IT ONLY LASTED FOR LIKE WHAT, 10 MINS?!??!?!?!
THEN I WENT OFF FOR TUITION.
WTF IS YOUR PROB?
THERE'S SS ON MONDAY,
AND MY DAMN MEMORY IS NOT THAT GOOD AND I TEND TO FORGET SOME DETAILS AFTER SOME TIME I MEMORIZE STUFF.
THAT'S WHY I NEEDED TIME TMR TO STUDY AND REVISE FOR IT OKAY.
AND THERE'S SOME STUPID RELIGION MEETING IN THE MORNING AND TUITION IN THE AFTERNOON AND I HAD NOT MUCH TIME LEFT TMR FOR MY REVISION AND YOU FREAKING WANT ME TO GO OUT WITH YOU IN THE AFTERNOON TILL NIGHT.
CAN YOU REALIZE HOW HARD IS IT FOR ME?
ALL YOU CARED ABOUT WAS YOUR FREAKING MIAN ZI AND WHAT OTHERS SAY ABOUT YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU OKAY.
WTH IS YOUR PROBLEM.
AND STOP VENTING ALL YOUR ANGER ON ME OKAY.
WHEN DAD SAYS OR SCOLD YOU, THAT'S YOUR PROB.
SO STOP PUSHING THE BLAME ONTO ME!
DID YOU EVER SEE THE EFFORTS THAT I HAD PUT IN?
IF I PLAYED, I WILL SACRIFICE MY SLEEP TIME TO MAKE UP FOR IT TO STUDY OKAY?!?!?!?
DID YOU EVEN SAY ANYTHING.
I HAD TO DO THE HOUSEWORK.
I GOT SO MANY THINGS TO DO.
AND WHEN I USED THE COM FOR AWHILE YOU JUST SCREAM AT ME.
SRSLY, JUST TELL ME IF YOU GOT SOMETHING AGAINST ME OKAY.

自作自受

2010-03-20T17:34:00.003+08:00

People all have a tendency to place themselves in the position of the most pathetic victim when bad things happen to them.
They usually don't think about the other people involved.
Neither do they care about what was the intention, the reason why certain people do certain things.
Why is that so?
Is it possible to make them see the whole situation instead of themselves only?
I wonder....

All in all, I just dont want you to become 2nd M.
I thought you were the one who understood the most.
But I guess I were totally wrong.

So True

2010-03-17T21:42:00.001+08:00

Your posts never fails to touch me.
It's so true.
I'm pretty sure this time, I'll find it :)

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder

2010-03-17T21:19:00.002+08:00

没有才华又怎样？
没有运动细胞有怎样？
身材不好又怎样？
长得不比别人好看又怎样？
喜欢的人到最后不选择自己而选择了另一个他认为比较好的人又怎样？
那只证明了他不是属于你的王子。
Love is about seeing someone imperfect, perfect.
有一天会找到一个懂得欣赏自己，属于自己的真命天子。
正所谓情人眼里出西施嘛。
有一天，我会找到属于我的情人，变成他眼里的西施。

Will be waiting for that day

2010-03-16T21:35:00.000+08:00

One day i will get out of all this emo shit.
One day......

I want

2010-03-15T22:52:00.001+08:00

I WANT A DIGI CAM!
I WANT A CRUMPLER!
I WANT A LAPTOP!
I WANT AN ITOUCH.
gosh. how greedy can I get.

HOLIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

2010-03-15T22:34:00.002+08:00

So we went to Chun's party ystd.
EVERYONE was like inside the pool.
I was like being totally thrown inside.
Not push but THROWN.
Whoa.
First time.
Awesome.
Lol.
So we took public bus back home with our wet clothes and shorts.
How nice right.
Overall, it was fun :D
And we ate a lot.
Ate back what we didnt on Viv's party.
Haha.
Cos Tong and Viv were like super late.
So we spent about one hour eating while waiting for them.
That's how late they are.
Hais.
All Tong's fault, still want gao jie di lian. *shake head*
Haha.

Today was a pretty normal day.
Went back to school.
Then came home straight after.
So guai right.
Haha.
Managed to finish some homework today.
Finally.
First time at the start of holiday then start my homework le.
Haha.
Im happy with myself :D
Yay! ^^v
So let's keep up the good work.
Shall just end here :D

Whoa

2010-03-13T20:10:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED ABBY DARLING :D
Another one who had turn 16!
YAY :D
Hope that you got your present from me,, jevons and cryst alr :D
Tmr is ChunHui's turn.
haha.
Hope you'll have a great time at tmr's party :D

Well, theoretically speaking, March holidays had alr started.
But in actual fact, there's no holiday.
There'll still be CCA and lessons.
And there's Chem SPA on Monday.
Wish me luck ;)

Ystd was quite a happening day.
Congrats to St Cat who had finally clenched the champion aft all the hardwork that they have put in.
I guess Jin and company's hardwork finally paid off after all :)
And congrats to Helen for winning the cheerleading!
You girls definitely deserve it.
It was the only cheerleading performance that I enjoyed ystd.
And Peihua, you're awesome! :D
You're definitely talented in dance.

That's about it for the week.
Hope this holiday can be a fun one aft all :D

I realised it's very true that work can occupy our mind.
It's really useful.
Perhaps, I should keep on using this method.
Just to protect my mind and heart.

2010-03-07T17:52:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIV! :D
Now we can watch nc16 movies tgt while they cant!
Haha.

Went to Viv's party ystd.
The present was last min.
Lol.
Aft tuition went down to Bishan Library to help with the present.
Then we went to Viv's Godmother's condo for the BBQ!
The condo was like super nice loh.
And her house de interior was like super nice too.
Had lots of fun at the party.
The BBQ was nice.
Now that I think about it, I should have ate more of the stingray.
Lol.
It was nice.
Played truth or dare and all.
And Viv! Get Calvin to practice on the 公主抱.
Peihua totally owned him
haha.
And our dear Jin forgotten her phone when we left again.
Always!!!!
So we waited for her for like super long cos she got lost inside the condo. ._.
Took the last train home :D

For some reason, the sky's darker today.
Is it just me? Or is the sky really darker?

2010-02-28T21:45:00.001+08:00

How stupid can one person get?
有时候知道错也没有用，因为我还是会不由自主地掉进去那全套里.
到底要受骗多次我才会学乖啊，真是个大笨蛋！